This blog will be written by a stay at home mom/student. I am trying to enjoy every minute of life I get and raise my children to be happy with what we have been given. Anything written here will be by me, for my well being and piece of mind. I want to open other peoples eyes, and let them see that we can make it on less.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Just breath.

Sometimes in life the most precious moments are overlooked because we are to busy. Sometimes a milestone is passed without our knowledge. I tend to get so busy with life, family, friends, homework, housework, ect. that I forget to breath. So as I'm sitting here typing these silly thoughts I am taking deep even breaths and listening to my daughter giggle. I can think with no television/radio blaring. I can listen to my child playing and just enjoy the way her little self thinks things through. My advice to all mothers is to just breath and listen.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

LIfe as a wife, mom, student.

I gotta say that it is very hard. Ofcourse if you were to just pick one of those things on any particular day it could be very hard. I am trying my best to keep my kids first. I am failing horribly at keeping my house clean, but as my mother in law would say I probably wouldn't clean it anyway. My husband is unhappy, because I am getting us into debt, and not doing my job at home. I am unhappy because he makes me a nervous wreck, which is piled on top of the growing pile of dirty/clean laundry, and my 12 chapters of unread homework. Not to mention living on a budget that is so tight that it actually is hurting us for me to drive out two extra days a week. We are blessed with parents that love us though, so I know we will not starve, and I will have gas to get to school. I keep telling myself that I can't do this, then my husband says something stupid and I am more determened than ever to make something of myself. I want to be able to have a good career that I will enjoy. I want to help my children pay for college. I want to be able to take my kids on a vacation, or buy what I want at the grocery store for a change. I guess by now you can tell that I am ranting some kind of crazy BS (bs stands for bull snot). Sometimes you just have to get it out. Now I am off to rewrite a paper for the third time even though the professor has yet to look at it he wants a third rewrite. Pray and if you know a student mother please be supportive.